Excerpt from Children
of Dreams by Lorilyn Roberts
…the children of the promise
Romans 9:8
“I took away her dreams,” my
husband told the judge on September 4, 1986. Humanly speaking, he might have
thought so. In John 8:44, Satan is described as the “Father of lies.” Satan’s
desire was to destroy me, to make me doubt God’s love and goodness. In my pain,
I believed a lie, much like the children believed Aslan was dead in The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe.
But there is a higher law, a law
that governs the universe, that supersedes every human sin and evil that
attempts to corrupt God’s perfection. Our heavenly Father, who is full of grace
and mercy, works out His purposes despite the evil one that lurks in the
shadows. No human being has the power to thwart God’s ultimate plan. He works
in spite of the prince of this world and uses everything for His glory. Nothing
is ever wasted, whether it is disease, affliction, corruption, greed, lies, or
betrayal. Jesus is our ultimate example of being perfect and commanded us in
Matthew 5:48 to “Be perfect, even as your heavenly Father in heaven is
perfect.”
God’s incredible love for us is
even more astounding when one considers He was under no obligation to adopt us.
He could have treated us as angels, making us spiritually alive through regeneration,
and justifying us under the law through His death and resurrection. (Wayne
Grudem, Systematic Theology, Grand
Rapids, Mich, 1994, 738-739) But to adopt us and call us His children, to call
Himself our Father, displays an intimacy in our relationship that defies, in my
limited understanding, all logic. Why would the Creator of the universe want to
be our Father? Even Albert Einstein, for all his genius, could not understand
God as a personal God. (Hugh Ross, Ph.D., The
Creator and the Cosmos, Colorado Springs, Col: Navpress, 2001, 75.)
Just as I signed a contract and
made a down payment to adopt my children before I left for Nepal and Vietnam,
God has given us “His Spirit as a deposit, guaranteeing what is to come” (2
Corinthians 1:22).
On July 26, 2000, we made a
memorable trip to the Alachua County Courthouse to finalize Joy’s adoption. A
few years earlier, I had taken Manisha to the same place to finalize hers. Both
of my children’s adoption decrees are now sealed and kept safe, just as my
adoption paper is sealed in heaven, waiting for Jesus to open and reveal my
inheritance.
I renamed my children Hope and
Joy, and God promises to give us a new name, “known only to him who receives
it” (Rev 2:17). The adoption of my children represents a foreshadowing of what
God has in store for all of us.
Much of the meaning of being a
child of God has yet to be revealed because it’s in the future. It is hard to
comprehend the King giving me heavenly possessions that will never break,
become outdated, cost too much, get lost, or that I don’t have to return
because they are defective. In my limited understanding, I have tried to
imagine a world where there will be “no more death or mourning or crying or
pain” (Rev 21:4); where the dwelling of God will be among us and He will wipe
away every tear (Rev 21:4); where every kind of precious stone forms the
foundation of the heavenly city which is paved in gold (Rev 21:19).
How can we envision perfection
when all we have known is imperfection? God longs to be our Father, to share
His inheritance with us, just as I longed to be an orphan’s mother. God planned
us to be part of His family from the foundations of the world. He made us for
His glory and “set eternity in the hearts of men” (Ecc 3:11). He will give us
new bodies that will never grow old or die, but will be raised imperishable (I
Cor 15:42).
I am sure if I told my children,
“You can go back to Vietnam or Nepal and live your former way of life before I
adopted you,” they would turn it down. Why would they want to go back to
depravity and worms and hunger? In our heavenly home, the old order of things
will have passed away (Rev 21:4) and the former things will not be remembered
(Isaiah 65:17).
Before I adopted my two beautiful
daughters, it was hard to imagine what it would like to be a mother. I dreamed
about little girls and birthday parties, Christmas trees and toys, bear hugs
and butterfly kisses, and my name transformed into the magical word “Mommy.”
Through prayer and God’s faithfulness, what seemed impossible became real. And
so it will be someday with us and our heavenly Father.
Hebrews 11:1 says that “Faith is
being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.” God knows
how we are formed and remembers we are dust (Psalm 103:14). Jesus said when we
pray, to call God “Our Father.” The Spirit testifies with our spirit that we
are God’s children (Romans 8:16). God compares Himself to a father having
compassion on his children. (Psalms 103:13). Our heavenly Father loved us so
much that He gave us His only begotten Son (John 3:16), and He has made us
heirs of God and co-heirs with Christ (Romans 8:17). Even creation itself will
be liberated when we are brought into the glorious freedom of the children of
God (Romans 8:21). Through adoption, God gave me my “Children of Dreams” and
quenched the desires of my heart (Psalms 37:4). With God, our heavenly Father,
before the foundations of the world, He made us His “Children of Promise.”
(Romans 9:8 and Galatians 4:28)
Revelation 5: 9-10
Here is the new song they sang.
“You are worthy to take the
scroll
and break open its seals.
You are worthy because you were
put to death.
With your blood you bought people
for God.
They come from every tribe,
language, people and nation.
10 You have made them members of a
royal family.
You have made them priests to
serve our God.
They will rule on the earth.”
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Lorilyn's two daughters on Broadway with movie star Zachary Levi, "First Date"
Lorilyn Roberts is a Christian author who writes children's
picture books, adult nonfiction, memoirs, and a young adult Christian fantasy
series, Seventh Dimension.
Lorilyn graduated Magna Cum Laude from the University of
Alabama, which included international study in Israel and England. She received
her Masters in Creative Writing from Perelandra College and is a graduate of
the Institute of Children's Literature.
Lorilyn is the founder of the John 316 Marketing Network, a
network of Christian authors who are passionate about promoting books with a
Christian worldview.
To learn more about Lorilyn, please visit her website at http://lorilynroberts.com. You can follow
her on twitter at http://twitter.com/lorilynroberts
Lorilyne, what a beautiful, encouraging post. I've been so hurt and disappointed this week I almost despaired. Almost. But not quite. God is so much wiser than I am; he knows all things and why is not a problem for him. Thank you for the post! Well-timed.
ReplyDeleteLorilyn, yours is a powerful testimony. Thank you for sharing it and being an encourager.
ReplyDeleteThank you to both of your for your kind comments.
ReplyDeleteThank you for writing such an inspiring powerful memoir. xxx
ReplyDeleteThank you for hosting me, Michelle, on your website:)
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